I can't stop thinking.
Every little thing distracts me from what I should be doing.
Instead I think of what I want to be doing.
I want to talk to you,
I want to laugh with you.
I want to understand and be understood.
I know it is doomed from the start,
It always is
But I want to know more,
I want to share more.
I always do this,
I find something nice, sweet, good, positive and I twist it.
I make it out to fail before it begins.
I am so scared of it happening again and again,
I force it to fail before it starts.
I ask for nothing and expect nothing.
It's easier that way
But for once can I just maybe get something from it?
10/29/10
~J.P. Brockman
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