Thursday, March 24, 2011

Some days you feel like a nut....

Today was not one of those days for me.

I had one of those days where EVERYTHING annoyed me. Now I am typing this and my cat is trying to give kisses to my hand and it is driving me insane.  I can't type like that.

I swear, I need to do something.  I can't live like this anymore.  I either want to cry, scream or curl  up into a ball and just disappear. This is so not cool.

I honestly just want to curl up into a ball right now and sleep off everything.  I don't even care if it can't be slept away, I just wanna curl up, cry it out and  pray it goes away.

I need to get over this shit that is dragging me down but honestly I don't know how to.  I  need to move on from the crap that is driving me insane but I can't seem to be able to.  Every time something, ANYTHING, starts to feel as if it might be going right, 2 or more things make everything go wrong again.

This is no way to live life.  I have given up on asking for a good day but maybe a good few hours?  Heck, even if they are only in my sleep... I can live with that.  I don't ask for much..... I am a simple kinda girl.

Whatever, enough ranting for now.  Off to try and get some sleep....

TTFN.....