Untitled today

(Yeah, I have no idea.... I just want to write something other than "who the heck reads this thing?")

So yesterday I had some fun with my site and was looking at the "stats" section.  Apparently people in other countries have "stumbled" upon my blog.  I wondered to myself how they came across it.... Who wants to read some dumb ramblings of one person with very little to say as of late?

Yeah, I know I have been ranting a lot lately but I am trying to be better.  I had someone who I considered a really close friend get very upset with me which led to him halting stopping/ceasing all contact with me.  Pretty much our friendship ended and it sucks and it hurts.  I miss talking to him terribly but I can't fault him for it.  He made a choice and I respect (even if I don't like it) his decision.  Yes there is SSSOOOOOOOOO much more to the story but it doesn't matter.  That is between he and I and telling my side will not change anything. 

Do I hate him? No, I don't.  I can't hate him because he helped me get through some tough times in the last few months.  I am just sorry that things ended the way they did.  For anyone who knows who I am talking about PLEASE don't think he is a bad person because he isn't.  If anyone who knows him (and is still friends with him) please don't think any less of him.  He is a very strong, smart, wonderful person that deserves the best.  He has been through so much and is still standing.  I don't know if I would be. 

Ok, so off to a new topic.  I know people can stumble across a page and if you are one of those people who have "stumbled" then hello!  As I said, I was looking at the stats of my blog and apparently I have had people from Singapore, Russia, Iran, Canada, Indonesia & China read my blog within the last month.  Of course people in the U.S. have too but that's kinda expected since hey, I live in the U.S.  Also, when I post a link on my facebook page, I have like 1 or 2 people read it through there....

So I have to ask if you are one of those people who does not know me personally and you have stumbled across my blog, how did ya find me?  Were you waiting for a page and they said "hey! check out this link!"  Did you read a post and think "Hey, this chick is TOTALLY crazy?"  (yes, I know I am, it's cool.) 

Regardless of how you found me, I hope I can at least entertain you a little bit (especially if you decide to come back and read my blog again)... Amusing others is something I enjoy doing.  It makes me feel better.  :)

I promise for anyone who actually reads this thing that I will try and be better about my posts.  I will try and not be so blah and depressing anymore (at least for a while).  I will try and post at least once a day (who knows, maybe even twice XD)...

Ok, back to work now.  :p

P.S. This song has been running through my head ALL day... I know, some people don't like Glee but if you just listen to the words you may get why it's a great song....

For those that don't want that one, here's two others that are inspiring to me right now: